Monday, May 24, 2010
i always felt that a boarding school will drastically change the personality of a person.. of course, experience change pupil's life and being a boarding school student is only a dream which has never come true in my life.. it was, merely.. a dream.. (though it was never really a bad thing, especially as i took up the position as the Student Head in the year 2005).. thus, this post, is dedicated implicitly for Syazwani Hamdan, my best friend’s sister..
i worked hard in my PMR, i think it was the last time that i ever studied so hard to achieve something in my education.. went to Pusat Tuisyen Saujana Gemilang (PTSG), utilised all the stuff given, referred teachers when things went wrong.. and yeah you earn what you pay.. though i didnt expect that, but 6As was very well complimented by dad,mom, teachers and others.. yeah when you got something was never enough for u, right?
so true.. Boarding School? mimpi lah.. MRSM? really wanted to.. but it wasn't meant for me.. 6As and they will consider the students from kampung2 but not from my place.. very developed (infrastructure but not the mentality) KAMPUNG Melayu Ampang.. plus, what was the B? ha ha ha.. English? and Maths!! (never got A for maths.. UPSR PMR SPM all are Bs).. at that time MARA has considered 6As candidates but not those who got Science and Maths other than A.. so? cant be angry, blaming people around you.. you earn what you pay..
there was also a type of school - technique and vocasional school.. which some categorised them as school of bad students ,or non-future school.. a lot of discipline matters bla bla bla.. well.. at least they learnt to be independent instead of staying at home with mom and dad.. it was a precious experience, i would say, to be in that school.. many of my friends were there and now can live by themselves just fine..
me? i applied to Muzaffar Syah- Mozac ^_^ dengan rasa tak malunya.. kah kah kah because one of my best friend was there.. yeah my dad, a politician and if you think that politician can get what ever they wanted then you are wrong.. my dad cannot even help me of getting to that school.. MARA?yeah tried but.. as i said.. politician do not get all they want.. or yeah may be my dad is not a 'very good politician' just to put me to one of hudreds boarding schools in this country..
haaa ni dia.. Teknik n Vokay.. why didnt go there? thats how my dad looked at it and i'm not sure if he still look it that way.. may be not - because he had put Arit Aziz into a new, nice School.. Teknik Sepang.. he went there, then followed by severe crying and begging my dad to take him back home. and he then also became the student head.
so.. i was stuck at the horrible Green School.. my best friend Ikhwan Hamdan went to SBPI Rawang and the other one Nadia was in Mozac.. because of my batch was the one who broke the PMR record-(and still holds it) 15 students achieved to score 8As, you wouldnt dare to imagine how many had moved out from our class.. 3 Amanah.. huh.. Ikhwan, Taufiq, Ahya, Nadia, Zulfadli, and others who didnt get full As like Acap (6A 2B) went to boarding schools and MRSM.. depression is all i had at that time.. 2 months acting like a chipsmore cookie in class.. some said i already moved out and was surprised when i came back after two months.. the class.. it was so.. QUIET!!! GOSH!! and all of us like..hurmm.. missed them a hell lot..
sometimes i will follow Uncle Hamdan going to SBPI Rawang and i even went there by myself (dengan motor scooter comel blue coloured) twice.. mengubat kekecewaan jugak lah..
me at home, deppressed, embaressed, still hoping to go to other school.. i wanted boarding school!! tak malu lah nak cakap.. menangis memanglahkan.. i even threw the astro remote control - the original one for a small dispute between my brother and me.. its all about it.. a boarding school.. how big the hope i have builded for, especially what have been told during tuisyen PTSG.. how good is to be a student of a boarding school.. well i didnt get a good result, neither bad.. was just making things worse.. had a choice but not enough requirement.. bye bye..
i think thats all for the very matured girl i ever met.. i rarely talk to her though had so many times eaten at her small dining table (la ni dah besaq dah.. haha).. this Mr Hamdan's family - its very nice to know them.. 'luckily' this is the last one, if Wani got another younger sister or brother (you wish?hahaha) then it would also be nice to know him/her...
so, Wani, good luck for your boarding school life.. your friends might give you bunga, cincin, tudung, card or what so ever but this is all i can make to say thanks.. Thank You, Arigato, Syukran,Terima Kasih.. me also, sorry if there are anythings i made you angry,irritating,annoying and so on.. your dream came true.. my dream had passed.. now carry by Aiman.. InsyaAllah..
Take Care.. Salam~